Alchemist Heels

Dear God, This year has been such a learning curve for me. There were multiple of struggles that i had to go through throughout all of the time that I've been staying here. Now the biggest struggle is to actually be an adult and be on my own for a while. There's my thesis that is due tomorrow and man how i'm strugling so much to actually try and complete the work. I've been procrastinating a lot. I guess I'm really done with uni life and I just don't want to work anymore and do anymore assignments. I guess I just want to relax chill and just let lose and just move on with my life. There's that struggle with my mom, who apposes the idea of me staying with steven in the same household. Man was i upset. She was very upset at the idea as well. What am I suppose to do with that God. You would know best on what I need to do. Then there's that strugle with actually being with steven. Some days god its really tough to be with him. All I am is just a ball of sa...

Listen to my self. Don't doubt your inner thoughts, Release the insecurities, Believe in your self. Hardworker, Rainmaker, Self fullfilling prophecy, Achiever. Never underestimate yourself, Eat healthy, Live well, Get thin, Get fit. Smile, Find strength, Don't live in such an innocent lifestyle. Love others, Love yourself, Love the wicked in you, Tame the wicked in you. Stop fighting yourself so hard, Just embrace yourself, Just listen to yourself, Just live and breath and accept. Acceptance is key....

He's not perfect . You aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect.  But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can.  He isn`t going to quote poetry, he`s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don`t hurt him, don`t change him, and don`t expect more than he can give.  Don`t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he`s not there.  Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don`t exist but there is always that one guy that is perfect for you  ~ Bob MArley