God give me guidance
Dear God, After that night session with mark and james, it made me feel good. I enjoyed every last few moments or minutes that I've had with you that night. THough I have to be honest it is a lot of work whe it comes down to the moments where I have to actually always remind myself to believe in you. I guess Im still afraid of soo many things. Although I've said that I'll leave everything in your hand. I guess I te the feeling of uncertainty. but then again everyone hates uncertainty. God i have to be honest. I feel like there is no one else who can help me with this stuff except for you. You're like the only person whom i can turn too for everything. You know wht god, I'm beggining to think that you don't want me to be in sydney anymore. before that you lead me to sydney, with everyhting going in so smoothly. EVen when it comes to doing honours year. then suddenly when it comes to finding a job and living in sydney. I feel like you strongly don't want m