Alchemist Heels

Dear God, Thank you for giving my family and I endless of abundance throughout today and for the rest of the year and coming year. Dear God, I appreciate everything that you've given me. Thank you so much. I really truly appreciate it. May you lead me to the path of great part time job and great research ideas and great UNSW year thank you :) Kind Regards, Your Faithful servant Farhana Jamil

DARN YOU, Why am I so jealous of you, I can't believe you got into newspapers and what not, selling your life story as if it were good, when it was just something normal. YOU make me feel insecure, with your beautiful features, and your height, and everything else about you, I want to be that too, I feel so insecure, Really am jealous of you, I want to be thin aswell, I want to be pretty aswell Coz I have everything else that you don't Except for me being thin, Once I am, On top of everything else, I will own you. And everything else that you think I can't reach I will, You will be my bitch, Once again. Ne ga che cha la ga

1) Finish reading all the classic Novels        - Brother Grimm's Fairytales        - Dracula        - Vanity Fair        - Awakening        - Tales of mysteries and Imaginations        - A tale of two cities        - Homer the Illiad       2) Read more books all the ones I haven't read yet       - All the names - Jose Saramago 3) Finish cleaning the sofa 4) Finish my one piece model       - Merry Go       - Merry Go flying model 5) Exercise and lose a bit of weight before I leave 6) Get my transformer tab 7) Do a bit of crosstich 8) Get my Visa done 9) Get scholarship for last remaining year. 10) Be the best!

Things has become more and more clear to me. I know what I need to do this year. I'm going to go all out and do it and be the best at all of it. I WANT IT ALL as long as you allow me too. I just need to work hard. 1) DO WELL IN HONOURS 2) Complete Honours program 3) Apply for med school 4) Find a part time job in some sort of medical field  5) Get PR. apply for PR 6) Go to the Forum introduced by Katya 7) Grow a spine and stand up for myself 8) Spends more time for myself 9) Spend more time studying and doing well 10) Find out information for how to do well in Honours program.

Dear god, I didn't get a chance to properly thank you for getting me into honors program. I wanted to be the best and I've been trying my hardest to focus on my studies and getting into honors. Dear god thank you for all your supports and all the things that you've let me experience in this life of mine. I truly appreciate everything you've giving me. Lately I've been exposed to a lot of inspirational stories. I believe this is your doing. I believe you're slowly pushing me to the right path. I believe you are giving me all the opportunities that I've never got. I've realised that you've given my such wonderful life and you've been protecting me throughout all this time. Dear god I thank thee. You're my everything. you've given me a lot of gifts. I just hope that one day I can give it all back. I want to learn more. I want to be someone who you're proud of. God I believe I excel more when I have challenges in my life. There are so...