Jealousy

DARN YOU,
Why am I so jealous of you,
I can't believe you got into newspapers and what not,
selling your life story as if it were good,
when it was just something normal.

YOU make me feel insecure,
with your beautiful features,
and your height,
and everything else about you,
I want to be that too,

I feel so insecure,
Really am jealous of you,
I want to be thin aswell,
I want to be pretty aswell

Coz I have everything else that you don't
Except for me being thin,
Once I am,
On top of everything else,
I will own you.

And everything else that you think I can't reach I will,
You will be my bitch,
Once again.

Ne ga che cha la ga

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