Dear God, This year has been such a learning curve for me. There were multiple of struggles that i had to go through throughout all of the time that I've been staying here. Now the biggest struggle is to actually be an adult and be on my own for a while. There's my thesis that is due tomorrow and man how i'm strugling so much to actually try and complete the work. I've been procrastinating a lot. I guess I'm really done with uni life and I just don't want to work anymore and do anymore assignments. I guess I just want to relax chill and just let lose and just move on with my life. There's that struggle with my mom, who apposes the idea of me staying with steven in the same household. Man was i upset. She was very upset at the idea as well. What am I suppose to do with that God. You would know best on what I need to do. Then there's that strugle with actually being with steven. Some days god its really tough to be with him. All I am is just a ball of sa...
In my previous post, I've talked about trying out my friend Shamine's "Sensitive Superwoman" coaching. Throughout the call, I've realized that all of the issues that I had in my life has been solved. The last thing that I've struggled the most is about my weight loss journey. As she is asking her questions, it just hit me that all of the big things that I've struggled was solved because of my husband. He has been my rock and without me realizing it, it has been 10 years since we've met and been together. I think I don't give him enough credit for being my support system, changing me for the better and helping me become stronger mentally and loving myself. We went through a lot and he has been the rock and sole reason why this relationship is still intact. So if he has been all that for me then why was I so stuck with weight loss? Couldn't I just talked to him about it? I couldn't mainly because I knew he wanted a hot wife and weight is a ne...
DARN YOU, Why am I so jealous of you, I can't believe you got into newspapers and what not, selling your life story as if it were good, when it was just something normal. YOU make me feel insecure, with your beautiful features, and your height, and everything else about you, I want to be that too, I feel so insecure, Really am jealous of you, I want to be thin aswell, I want to be pretty aswell Coz I have everything else that you don't Except for me being thin, Once I am, On top of everything else, I will own you. And everything else that you think I can't reach I will, You will be my bitch, Once again. Ne ga che cha la ga
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