Alchemist Heels

Beauty "  The easiest, cheapest, fastest way to look younger is to stand up straight. You can take ten years off  your shoulders down and your stomach in. Make this a habit when you walk down the street and no matter how old you are, it will take years off  " "  To get gorgeous cuticles you rub a  drop of olive oil into each cuticle " To prevent wrinkles around the eyes you smear a good layer of Vaseline round your eyes at night Body Before leaving the shower, spray your cellulite area with really cold water for as long as you can bear With a dry body brush, brush your body with upward strokes toward your heart, then exfoliate in the shower and moisturize when you get out Always use a body moisturizer after your bath or shower. When you rub the cream/lotion/oil, rub vigourously. Make a fist and rub with your knuckles. Do it for about a minute on each area. Drinks loads of water! Run up stairs, and walk rather than going by car. ...

I've been lost and did not know the career path that I should be heading for a very long time. After talking to kakak's bf's friend, I am more clear and I now know what I need to do or which career path I should go into. However, the difficult part is that knowing one of the jobs you want to pursue, require you to have atleast a pHD. How am I going to survive now. This is super hard. I really wish there are more signs to show me how to get to where I'm suppose to be. I know I'm suppose to be able to figure my part out. However I feel so lost. Hopefelly I have a clearer view of who I really am as  person so that I can figure out What I like to do and what my strengths are after this. Just some things that I need to remember about “You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking how you’ll escape one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.” – John ...

Dear God, After that night session with mark and james, it made me feel good. I enjoyed every last few moments or minutes that I've had with you that night. THough I have to be honest it is a lot of work whe it comes down to the moments where I have to actually always remind myself to believe in you. I guess Im still afraid of soo many things. Although I've said that I'll leave everything in your hand. I guess I te the feeling of uncertainty. but then again everyone hates uncertainty. God i have to be honest. I feel like there is no one else who can help me with this stuff except for you. You're like the only person whom i can turn too for everything. You know wht god, I'm beggining to think that you don't want me to be in sydney anymore. before that you lead me to sydney, with everyhting going in so smoothly. EVen when it comes to doing honours year. then suddenly when it comes to finding a job and living in sydney. I feel like you strongly don't want m...

Dear God, This year has been such a learning curve for me. There were multiple of struggles that i had to go through throughout all of the time that I've been staying here. Now the biggest struggle is to actually be an adult and be on my own for a while. There's my thesis that is due tomorrow and man how i'm strugling so much to actually try and complete the work. I've been procrastinating a lot. I guess I'm really done with uni life and I just don't want to work anymore and do anymore assignments. I guess I just want to relax chill and just let lose and just move on with my life. There's that struggle with my mom, who apposes the idea of me staying with steven in the same household. Man was i upset. She was very upset at the idea as well. What am I suppose to do with that God. You would know best on what I need to do. Then there's that strugle with actually being with steven. Some days god its really tough to be with him. All I am is just a ball of sa...

Listen to my self. Don't doubt your inner thoughts, Release the insecurities, Believe in your self. Hardworker, Rainmaker, Self fullfilling prophecy, Achiever. Never underestimate yourself, Eat healthy, Live well, Get thin, Get fit. Smile, Find strength, Don't live in such an innocent lifestyle. Love others, Love yourself, Love the wicked in you, Tame the wicked in you. Stop fighting yourself so hard, Just embrace yourself, Just listen to yourself, Just live and breath and accept. Acceptance is key....

He's not perfect . You aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect.  But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can.  He isn`t going to quote poetry, he`s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don`t hurt him, don`t change him, and don`t expect more than he can give.  Don`t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he`s not there.  Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don`t exist but there is always that one guy that is perfect for you  ~ Bob MArley

IN the last couple of months, it has been a lot of ups and downs for me. I can't help but feeling everything really happens for a reason. my relationship with god grew stronger. He continuously builds me up and keeping me centered and helping me to see what is the right way  and how he has build a path for me to follow. Thank you lord for giving me that opportunity to shine and for me to go through all these hard obstacle and making me stronger in the last coule of weeks. I can't help but feeling there is a reason for everything Dear lord, I was wonderign why you ever put him in my path. He's always been there, he has all this great and awesome qualities in a man and i've learned so much with him. Then god, why did you make us become more than friends? I really had a great time and i really enjoyed myself for the first 2 weeks of our relationship. Somehow everything else starts to turn to hell after the first initial 2 weeks. It was really hard for  both  him and I t...